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Staying True to your Path

only you can hear and feel the callings of your soul

THURSDAY TRUTHS PRESENTS: STAYING TRUE TO YOUR PATH

Good Morning and holy cow it's Thursday already!

I decided to take a few steps back in the past couple of days from everything and to try and figure out what the heck was going on with me and why all of a sudden I was feeling so much panic and negativity ...

You see..

on Tuesday of this week, I was just absolutely blasted with negative and out right mean comments, messages, and words of "Wisdom" (not really) from people who had either watched my video from last week (the one where I was overwhelmed and crying) or viewed my videos on YouTube.

There was a man who went on every single one of my YOuTube Videos and posted very mean comments on them about me...

I received messages, and comments and words that absolutely cut like a knife and were questioning my integrity, not only as a healer, but as a human being!


(I refuse to even repeat some of it, because it was just that awful)

Usually, I am able to just "Shake off" this type of psychic attack and am able to rise above adversity when it is being shoved in my face..

But..

On Tuesday, when I was shoved past the point where I could keep standing....

I truly felt like I didn't know who the hell I even was anymore!

My fiance', who held me up from hittin the floor, had said to me on Tuesday night ...

"Honey, you had to know that by putting yourself out there like that, you would get some people who don't understand your journey, right?"

NO! I didn't....

Because I am not wired that way... I am someone who loves with all of my heart and tries my damndest to never ever judge or put others down!

I guess, I didn't realize that not everyone would know me, know my heart, and perceive me the way Intend to be perceived....

I mean, I have been "Misunderstood" my whole life, by those who just cannot see, hear, and feel the things I do...and I have been told I am crazy so many times, this just verifies that they are right... right?

But... now a days, there are so many like me (but I forgot that not everyone is...)

I am very thankful (AND OH SO GrEATFULL) that I have the friends and family that I do, and that ultimately, I have the deep connection with the Divine that I do...

Because when I couldn't stand it anymore and was about to just give up and throw in the towel and say "NO MORE"... IM DONE...

Miracles happened as usual on time, in sync....

So yesterday morning, I looked up to the sky and said..

"GOd... please... I need to know if I am displeasing you!"

"If I am correct in my thoughts, feelings, and actions, and if I am truly following what I believe to be the callings of my soul... I need a sign!?

"Because if I am truly doing something wrong here, I will StOP immediately... all of it (the healings, the medicines, the teachings)"

I then got in the car to take the boys to school....

my mind was racing, my heart barely beating anymore....

I just needed a sign.... to know that I wasn't a bad person and I wasn't truly disrespecting the almighty!

I dropped off the boys and one of my "Sisters" called me...

Although, she isn't someone who ever gives advice....It wasn't long before she was talking to me like she never had before...

explaining to me why I needed to continue this journey and reminding me of who I truly was.... why I should not let the words of others defeat me....

The big fancy words she used, the divine etiquette, the tone of her voice......

after about 10 minutes, she stopped speaking and laughed and said...

"Holy crap.... where did that come from? I don't ever speak like that... it just came out!"

I giggled.... I knew.... it was a sign!

I explained to her that I had asked God to send me a sign that I was on the right path and that I wasn't a bad person by going with my own beliefs......

we were both blown away!

I hung up the phone and 10 mins later my "Big" sister messaged me....

I explained to her that I just didn't know anymore....

SHe said "I'm calling you... I can feel you are crying and you are making my eyes hurt!"

So she calls me and although she is someone who always gives me advice...

this time was different....

She was more divine and powerful in her words then I have ever heard her be.....

She encouraged me... helped me see through the veil of the negativity that was holding me down....

She told me "You don't even realize how many people you touch and uplift, do you?"

"If you were truly doing evil in the world, pretty sure your life wouldn't be as beautiful as it is...."

by the time I hung up with her, I knew for sure that the things she had said were not coming from her either...

ANOthEr SIGN......

SO I felt alot better and went into my day being me.......

I tossed my mind and my ego away and pulled that heart of mine from the floor and meditated... deeply... in gratitude.

Last night I went to dart league....and a girl from the other team walked in...

I felt some sort of connection to her, although I had never met her before....

Half way through the night, she approaches me and says...

"I know who you are now!"

I said..

"You do? how so?"

She smiled and said "We are friends on Facebook and I follow your page. We have been talking in messages and you have helped me so much!"

I was confused, because I have talked to literally hundreds of people in the past couple of weeks...

She then reminded me of our conversations....

and I said...

"OMG that's YOU?"

she smiled and I raced over to embrace her, hugged her as tight as I could.... and exclaimed...

"It is SO NICE to meet you in person!"....

it was amazing and she reminded me...

"See, I knew we were meant to be friends!"

YES....

Yes we were......

ANOTHER SIGN!!!!!

THANK YOU GOD!!!!!!

SO... the reason I tell you this is because I know there are so many of you that have felt what I have felt....

So many that are truly walking your own Divine path... but not without the adversity.....

I truly know that out of all of this, if I take a much deeper look into it, I was shown some things that I was meant to learn here...

1) stay in your heart

2) HAVE FAITH ALWAYS

3) You are the only one who can walk your path

4) There will always be negative people... you must not ever let them steal your light.

5) If your life is amazing and happy and you are helping others always.... there is no such thing as a "Demon"

6) God will always show us the correct path... but we must pay close attention...

7) Empaths need to guard their energy and protect their hearts during a super full moon!

especially the last one of the year, as it is one of releasing and getting rid of what no longer serves.... cleaning house for the new beginnings of the New Year!

and most of all...

Your soul will send you signs, signals, and callings...

they are legit.... and NOONE else can tell you what is true for YOU!!!

Sending you into your day with so much Love, Peace, and inner Divine Light!

~Becky Jo~

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