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My Real Life Scrooge Experience!~

SUPER SOUL SUNDAY (Christmas Day Edition) presents: my real life scrooge - experience! Was I Dreaming or really out of body? I was visited by the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit

Merry Christmas and Happy Hanukkah and Kwanzaa (almost)...as well as Very Blessed Solstice to you all!!!

I pray that you are all happy, healthy, and fulfilled today as we continue down the path of family and the energy of togetherness today!

Does anyone else find it absolutely just heart warming when a Major Holiday such as these falls on a Sunday?

I feel like this is an even more blessed day, because not only is it a Holiday today... but it is a day of the soul!

I just LOVE Super Soul Sundays..... it is truly my favorite day of the week....

TO some it is the beginning of a new week and to others, it is considered the last day of the week (depends on what perspective lens you are looking through)....

But for me....

I declared "Super Soul Sunday" my day of reflection, cleansing/clearing, starting anew....

a few years ago....

It is the day when I Meditate/Pray a little longer then the other days.....

I sage and cleanse and clear the energy in my home and around each of my family members..... to send dense or stale energies of the past week to the light for transmutation.....

and then I set my intentions for the upcoming week!

and then with every "Super Soul Sunday" in my home comes "Sunday night family dinner"...

where all come to gather at my dinner table and have a big meal together... we talk, catch up... and love each other!

SO obviously to me Sunday is such a special and blessed day anyway....

...and then when you add the energy of "Holiday"... especially a Holiday where we reflect on the birth of Jesus (in my home anyway) and the unconditional Love that is all around all of us.....

WHAT AN AMAZING DAY THIS WILL BE!

I am sending each and every single one of you all of the love, joy, and blessings of abundance today as you go through the day and evening!

Please truly try to realize and see with eyes wide open how blessed you are and how loved you are (even if it is by those you can't physically see.... God loves you so completely......so does your spiritual team.. more then we can comprehend in our human form!).....

I for one cannot even begin to tell you how very lucky I am!

So...

Getting into today's lesson....

Who here has had an "Out of body" experience?

Or maybe a dream where you felt like you went "traveling" and it felt so real that you wondered if maybe you went somewhere else outside of your physical body?

I have been having them randomly for about 2 years now, but looking back, I think it has gone on a lot longer then that; I just didn't realize what was happening until recent years.

The very first time that I actually recall this happening to me; I was taking a nap (I am not normally a "Napper, but it seems that if and when I do during the day.... I am almost guaranteed to leave my body) in the middle of the afternoon.

It was a summer day and I hadn't slept very well the night before; due to a "Fibromyalgia" flare up.

So I was sound asleep and the next thing I remember, I thought I was waking up.... I tried to move my arms...

I mean I could feel myself trying to move my arms and they truly wouldn't move.

I could see my body laying there.. not moving! It looked like I was comfortably sleeping...

But I was so confused, because I was like "What the heck? How can I see my body, when my eyes are closed...

aren't I sleeping? what am I doing?

WHAT"S GOING ON?

SO I continued to forcefully try to move... but couldn't!

I was floating above my body......

all I could think was "Am I dead?"

OMG! I"M DEAD!

Within a few seconds of thinking I was dead....

I awoke suddenly and sat up.....stood up and walked around (still half asleep)... just to make sure I could!

I could feel my heart pounding.. I was terrified!

I had heard about this kind of thing happening, but never in a million years did I ever think it would happen to me....

I remember texting and calling my friends and telling my story and saying how scared I was, because I didn't understand why this happened!

Was I in trouble? Was I possessed? Who was doing this to me... and WHY?

So I started on my journey into researching this phenomenon and although I found many stories very similar to mine.... Every single person seemed to have a different rhyme and reason for this happening...

Anything from Aliens, to Demons, to crazy sea creatures taking over your body...

But that didn't seem to resonate with me...

It didn't sit right....

I surely didn't feel like that was the case for me!

SO I kept reading, researching, and trying to identify what this meant to me and my journey..my soul!

I came across a website that talked about "Sleep paralysis" and how this is something that happens, but it is not real.... you are dreaming.

A very scientific view on how the brain is awake, but the body hasn't received the signals yet, so there is a disconnect of sorts that happens.

And how when you are asleep, in order to protect your body from harming yourself, and acting out physically on your dreams...your brain sends chemicals to the body that make you literally paralyzed while you are asleep...

Under normal circumstances... before you awake, the brain stops sending the chemicals and then when you wake up, it's like it never happened (or we don't know it happened anyway)...

HHMMMM>....... was this what happened?

Was my brain just not workin properly and forgot to stop sending out these paralyzing chemicals?

Naaah! It still didn't seem correct to me, because if that was the case, then why the hell was I floating above my body?

And...

Why could I see myself laying there sleeping?

After talking to a few members of my "Soul" family, I learned from a few of them that this happens to them too...

It is not anything bad at all....

It was just that the timing of my "Sleep travels" was a little off that day!

WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?

I learned that when each of us is sleeping, that is when our soul "Travels"....

It is when we leave our physical bodies, as our "esoteric" bodies separate from our physical bodies and we as a soul "travel" to communicate and visit other realms of existence.....

OHHHH! OK!!!

I thought.....

Then it is most likely, when we do our checking in and have our face to face team meetings with our Angels, spirit guides, and loved ones who have passed over!

yep... makes perfect sense, right?

But.... I still was't sure why I was able to consciously be aware of this...

I mean, if this happens to all of us when we are asleep... then who and what says that some of us are conscious of it at times and others never experience it?

I guess the best answer that I found to that question in my research and from following what my intuition says is true for me was...

That, like I always say... you must look at the bigger picture (the deeper meaning) of this if and when it happens to you...

It depends on on your perception of it, I guess...

Because while some of us who are very spiritual in nature and can feel the presence of our Angels, Guides, and loved ones when they are near during waking hours....

SO then we feel deeply within our beings that if this happens to us, it is because we are having a team meeting with our spiritual team...

There are many others, who think it's all fooey....hogwash!

They believe it is some sort of brain malfunction and consider this all "Hallucinations".....

Which... for me...

If these experiences I am having are "Hallucinations".... then they certainly are the most real hallucinations I could ever experience!

But most of us in our Spiritual truth" of who we really are... know better!

We know without a doubt that we are indeed connecting with our greatest inspire-rs....

Although since the fist time this happened to me, it has happened several more times....

The ones that stand out the most to me are the ones where I felt like I was swirling and spinning and then saw "White Light" and was pulled into it..

Like a month ago..... this happened... I fellt the swooshin and wooshing and saw the spinning tunnel and felt that my Angels guided me into the entrance of a tunnel of white light.... and then after I went into the light, I saw what looked to me like the biggest big screen monitor I have ever seen...

The screen was blank and then all of a sudden, it lit up and I was shown a kitchen. a huge kitchen...

As I looked around, up on the screen....

I recognized the kitchen, but I do not to this day know how or why?

It isn't any kitchen I have stepped foot in during this lifetime that I (remember anyway)..

And after a few moments of staring at it, I felt a rush of energy and a whooshing ......

I woke up abruptly in what seemed like a few seconds later.

Now whether this was an out of body experience or truly just a dream..

Either way, I needed to know what the "Kitchen" meant!

The only thing I can come up with using my intuition and my guidance was that

The Kitchen is the "heart" of the home.. it is where nourishment is made ...

I was being asked to nourish my heart and my soul a little more...

I also felt that it meant that new ideas and things in my life were a cooking!

So, since that happened, I have finally realized that when this happens to me, I need to just try and figure out what my higher self (my soul), My guides, My Angels, and my entire spiritual team are trying to tell me...

ANd.... so this brings me into the most recent experience I had last night!

Here is the "Climax" of the story, so to speak!

SO how cool is it, that I got to experience what seemed like a true and real "Scrooge" type of event.

I mean I haven't even thought about Scrooge since I was a child...

But after last night, I see so much more meaning to the whole thing!

I mean, I went from having the first experience of hovering over my body a couple of years ago and being completely terrified that something was wrong with me....

To having them every once in a while and every time, they became more and more "Developed"... more and more prominent, and the more times it has happened to me, the more I was able to let it just happen and not be afraid!

I am certain this was no accident or coincidence ......

I am sure this was planned this way, so that the amazing events of last night could unfold as they did!

Here is what happened:

I went to bed and was pretty darn tired.. I mean holy crap all of the rush rush rush in the last couple of weeks trying to not only get gifts purchased and wrapped for my family and friends... but also filling orders I had for making other people's gifts for their family and friends.....

SO ...

Needless to say, I was exhausted!

And for those that follow me, you know that the last month of my life has been topsy turvy in all areas.....

My emotions have been truly all over the place...

I just haven't always been myself... just off sometimes!

I think this happens to a lot of us this time of year though, because what we feel in our hearts that the holidays should be and what others views are ....

are so completely different and if we aren't careful, and we are empathic and sensitive.. we can find ourselves getting pulled into negativity before we even realize it is happening!

Between the horrible things that people said to me about my path after I posted my "Empathic" video where the pink energy flashed....

AND.... trying really hard to release and heal the past traumas of Christmases "past".....

Trying to figure out the new ways to incorporate Lee (My finance') and his son into Christmas "Present" (which is not easy as you all know if you have ever tried to join 2 families as one...

because not everyone does things or has experienced things the same and we all have different views on how we like to do things.....) It is stressful to try to make everyone happy and comfortable with how the Holiday will go down.....

And then.......working very hard to overcome the stresses of the things going on in my life lately that haven't been going too smoothly.....making sure that I am a beacon of all things positive, and loving and happy (joyful) ... a good role model and a good light-worker, friend so that I can get my path laid for Christmases in the "Future"......

I have to admit, I haven't always stayed in my higher self in the past month.....

I haven't always followed my own advice lately.... and have at times lost my way for a little bit here and there......

I have had a few too many moments of not truly taking care of myself like I should...

and a few too many moments of being OFF my path lately.....

Well.... apparently, there have been others not in physical form that have been watching this and have been wanting to connect with me and make sure I am in the right place (Mind, body, and soul).....

Most likely lovingly shaking their heads at me (you know when you picture the hand slapping the forehead type of motion?.... ya! That is how I see them looking down at me... lol)

SO anyway....

I am starting to fall asleep and just as i doze off.... I start to feel the presence in my bedroom that I usually feel every night....

I say in my head "Ok guys... please not tonight.... I really need some sleep.. can we talk about this tomorrow?"

and I think I must have fallen asleep shortly after that...

But I was awake on and off throughout the night... and every time I was woke up, I could see a light at my door....

eventually... the "Light" took shape and it appeared to look like Jesus to me...

I mean I could see the figure.... clearly.. but it was just white light in the shape of him (if that makes sense)...

I closed my eyes and tried to go back to sleep....

Before I knew it, I was seeing the swirling tunnel.... hearing the wooshing sound.....

I tried to stop it, because dang it.. I just wanted to sleep!!!!!

I was tired... needed to just be left alone!!!!

But... the more I consciously tried to stop it, the stronger the energy was...

it pulled me in hard!

For those that do not know, I had a dream (or was it?) a few months ago, where I was standing in a church talking to a group of people (public speaking of sorts).....

and then I felt someone come walking up behind me and I turned around and then there he stood.. Jesus!

He smiled at me and was so casual, as he said to me...

"You know you need to quit smoking right?"

I smiled back and said "I know.. I am trying, but I can't do it until the time is right!"

He gave me that look that a father gives his child when they are not giving the right answer.... and replied...

"Well... it is important that you stop soon, in order to prevent health issues that will happen if you keep smoking!"

For some reason I do not remember anything after that, or what I said after that...

But when I woke up, I knew that I must heed this warning.. I knew that I must take this seriously.... because even if that was just a dream.... it was a profound message!

Needless to say, although I have tried a few times since....I still have not succeeded on my "Quitting" as of yet (but do plan to quit on January 1st, so at least I have a date intended....)

So after I was pulled into the light, and things stopped swirling and swooshing....

I was standing there in his presence again.... Jesus ......in the flesh!

He smiled at me as I looked at him... he had a pack of cigarettes in his hand and showed them to me (lovingly)....

I said "I know! I need to stop smoking... I haven't forgotten about it!"

He then said...

"You know you are very blessed, right? You know that you are loved beyond measure and that the things that have happened to you in the past were just lessons that you needed to learn and you have overcome those things with Grace, right?"

"I do!" I said.. "I am very thankful for that!"

I know he said other things and so did I , but that was the gist of what I remember.......

The next thing I remember, he was gone.... and I heard a voice say....

"You must appreciate Lee!"

(Lee and I had been squabbling about little petty details surrounding Christmas 2 nights ago and I was holding on to silly things that didn't' matter in the bigger picture that I always try to get others to see....)

and ....

"Do you have any idea how much that man truly loves you? Do you truly see how completely wonderful he is to you and to Carter?"

by that time, even though I didn't see anyone around me.... I had recognized the voice...

It was my sister Tammy, who has been in heaven since June 2015.

I was so happy to be with her, even though I couldn't see her...

Her voice, so comforting... but yet stern with her loving lessons for me as she had always been in the physical world!

then she said....

"You must let the little things go... appreciate what you have and love him unconditionally.... he never means to hurt you, ever!"

"I know... I love him too and I really am blessed to be with him!"

I told her.......

I know there was more to that conversation too, but I think that must have been the main point that was meant to stand out...

I had felt her in my dreams before... just hugging me... but I have not heard her voice since she had passed.....

SO this was so comforting to me......

I remember trying to turn around to see if I could see her with my eyes..... so I would know for sure that she is ok (even though I know she is already)...

and when I turned around.....

RIGHT THERE.... before me....

was my DAD (my step father who raised me)...

Completely solid and formed....!

I looked at him and began to cry!

He apparently has been paying close attention to all of the heart healing I have been working on lately with the situation with my biological father and my abandonment issues I have faced for years....

Because he reached out to me and placed his hand behind my head and pulled me into him for a great big HUG!

He held me SO TIGHT!!!! He comforted me like never before!

As he was holding me he said....

"You know how much I love you, right?"

and as I was bawling.. I said "Yes, of course"....

He replied with...

"Just because I am not with you physically anymore, doesn't mean I am not with you... I am always with you, guiding you.. you know this!"

and then...

"You need to let go of all of the hurts you feel and understand that sometimes people are not meant to be your family, even though they share your blood! You deserve way better then to sit in all of that sorrow... it is not good for you! You need to focus on the people in your life that love and respect you... let it go honey!"

"Do you know how much I love you?"

I am not sure how to explain it, but the force of his hand on the back of my head just made me melt in a sort of way!

I felt SO MUCH LOVE........it overcame me!

The next thing I remember, I woke up..... profusely sweating and shaking.. my heart was POUNDING!

I woke Lee up, because I was just shakin to the core....

I mean I had nothing to be scared of and nothing negative or "evil" had happened...

When I took a few moments to think about it, I knew that it was all for my highest and best good...

I knew I needed to stop doubting myself and know for sure that when I see and hear things... I AM NOT CRAZY!

These people and beings not of physical form are truly with me when I think they are...

they ARE truly guiding me and helping me on my path!

It wasn't like all of the other times this has happened where i had to try and figure out what it meant...

Because it was made clear what it meant!

SO was I dreaming... was this a dream?

Or did I really go outside of my body and stand before Jesus, My sister, and my Dad?

Well.. Lee woke up with me and just held me until I fell back to sleep...... he told me

"It's ok baby... you are ok!"

Now this morning in reflection of what happened....

I realize that it doesn't matter whether I truly went out of my body or whether I did in fact just dream this....

either way.. the message is CLEAR!!

I had a "Scrooge" type of experience.. but way cooler!

I was visited and guided by...

THE FATHER (AKA my Dad)

THE SON (AKA Jesus)

and...

THE HOLY SPIRIT (AKA MY Big Sister)....

and they each had a message for me in different areas of my life...

1) Christmas past (let go of the past... it doesn't serve the joy in your life!)

2) Christmas Present (stay focused on the here and now, always and look for the bigger picture... stop being petty!)

3) Christmas Future (Appreciate who and what you have in your life... appreciate your blessings so that your future will be bright!)

I hope this finds you in a great spirit today and that you will stop and smell the roses when you can or realize you need to!

I am sending you so much love, peace, joy, and ...

The energy of being in your higher self and finding the blessings even in the smallest of things!!!

I LOVe YOU ALL SO MUCH!

~Becky Jo~

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